I'm moving............my blog that is I'll be sure to give you guys my new address so you can find me.
I'll just say it's getting hot here and someone has found me.

Well I already mentioned Shawn and her baby voice with her new man so I wont dwell on that any more.

Update.....

My Son has not been talking to me since he got on punishment for his progress report. The boy is failing 2 classes and has 2 d's 3 c's 1 a and a B I mean it's just bad he waiting to become a Junior to get fucked up grades and then when We (tony and I) try to tell him anything he blows up talking about how he can not talk to us no one understands him but his friends and he needed a counslor someone he can talk to that is bias. SO I did just that got him a counslor and he saw him once so far but get this when we put him on punishment for his grades he tells me to call Dr. O and see if his appointment can be moved up like that's gonna solve something but I did it anyway and he never got back to me after I told him Dr. O said tonight at 8pm would be good for him........................ I wonder if thats why Tony isn't going to the movies with me tonight.....Right now I say "good morning", "hi", and stuff to him and he givs me short quick answers like it is killing him to even talk to me I am so sick of it.

Necole is doing great in school to be a cheerleader and have to study she is adjusting well to high school.

Marshay is hanging in there with her schooling she is trying thats all I can say for her and of course the baby is a very smart 2nd grader.

Tony and I are haning in there we're trying to make this marriage work .........I'm trying to stay away from other men and stay focused on my man but shit when money gets low I think of all the other guys I could have and not have moeny issues ...........I'm one crazy woman I know.

I hate when Shawn Talks to her man on the phone she gets this baby voice talking all babish and shit. He has already told her he gave his number to some girl and she had the nerve to call and he answered the phone right in front of Shawn and then told Shawn he was not ready for a relationship and she should date other guys as well. Doesn't look good or does it he did tell her that if he decided to settle down she would be it.

My co-worker and I were talking about church which I know is something you don't discuss!!!! I think Shawn thought we were coming down on her because she doesn't believe in a lot of things man says God did. Nor does she believe she has to go to church and listen to someone tell her what is right and what they think will get her into heaven .............okay, right after we were done telling her that she should just have faith and believe don't go to church looking for people to be nice to you and church fols aren't holier then thou go for the hearing of the word. She got all quite and texted her new boyfriend all of a month and a 1/2. I know she was talking to him about us and he was making jokes as well which pissed me off because how could you barely know him and allow him to make jokes about something me and her was discussing. I wish she would just visit my church or any church for that matter they are totally different then back in the day.
Sorry I have been gone for so long folks but I was real tore up about no longer talking with T I even wanted to leave my husband behind him. I was in love with T and went through it bad when I was no longer getting calls from him I just couldn't find time to blog without having thoughts of him as if I was brain washed.
Anyway I had not heard from him in like a month (more like 3 weeks) and he called me out the blue today .............I felt nothing it was like talking to an old friend we talked about the kids and stuff like that nothing personal. He told me they were short staffed at work today and he would call me later. No big deal he has not called because frankly I don't care.
I am trying to work things out with my husband and so far things are going pretty honest and good.
I can't wait to catch up with you guys.

I sent T a e-mail telling him I could no longer continue with the friendship/relationship we had. I did that because I found myself falling in love with him and nothing would have ever come of this with me married to Tony and T either married or living with his woman whatever his secret for only calling me at work was.
His reply to my e-mail was basicly talking about he knew this day was gonna come and he would never forget me and hoped I would never forget him. He left me his work number again to call him when ever and if I ever needed anything I could call him and he said he loved me. I mean I felt like he was just so cold in his reply even Shawn agreeded but I can't call or e-mail him she said I just have to leave it alone but she believes he'll call again it might not be right now but he'll be back and if he does I'm a keep my feelings in check.