Everyone is doing better since Grace passed. We can't get a new puppy right now since the diease she died from Parvo is highly contagious and the virus last for like 9 months around the house and yard. But as soon as the new litter arrives sometime next year were going to get a boy puppy this time. The guy is going to give it to us free.

I have not been up to much just working and talking to T like crazy I really like him and I think I would have to say I am smitten by that young man. He is 8 years younger then me (I'm 35) but he is so sweet. Shawn and I have planned to visit him in Aug the 24th to be exact and he does not know. I think he lives with his baby mamma but he's trying to hide that from me.
The guy Gideon at my job has been flirting with me like crazy. He asked for my cell number yesterday and you know I gave it to him he's not cute but his pockets are a little fat with cash.
I watched the BET awards last night with the kids and then Tony took the kids out for ice cream. For some reason I am just not interested in him right now. Were not beefing it's just my mind is on T and I can't think of anyone else but him.
Tony had a few of his friends over on Sunday for a cookout. He brought a new grill and everything.
I got my hair done Sunday morning and it looks so good nice and long just like I like it.
I am so horny and when I get home I think I'm going to get the mood going for Tony and I. Maybe then I won't be thinking of mister T saw much. Damn just that thought got my panties wet.
It's raining now and Tony has decided not to take the kids to the water park. He left work early to take them but since it's raining he wants me to come right home and not work the part time job. So I will go straight home today.

Our family is going to California Friday morning for the weekend to see my family. That should be fun.
I am still paying and working on this Disney World trip.
My account is neg $60 something dollars. I forgot about my Netflix payment.

I hate that shit cause don't forget I still have those cash loans to pay back. I paid one off last pay and with my cell phone being $586 there is no way I can pay one of the loans off like I wanted too.
T, T, T I am just so giddy over his ass I showed Shawn a pic of him and she was like "Oh Jade he is so not your type". and she is right he looks like a gofus and just not thug enough for me. I know I'm a married women and it should not matter what he looks like ............but come on you've been reading my blog long enough to know how big of a flirt I am
I hope when we go visit him he does not have on sandles and he looks much better in person. I mean the age difference is no big deal for me I look about 20 something myself and I look just like the pics I sent him.
I'm going to see how to post a pic of me on this blog like Angie does on her page.

Our 11 week old puppy Grace died last night...............I am sad.

My daughter looked so pretty Friday night. I put a little eyeshadow her with a hit of glitter on her lashes and she looked just like a superstar . It was a nice turn out at the school the kids were all dressed to kill and the boys cleaned up very nice as well. Somebody even showed up in a limo. ...........8th grade dance and a limo whoa I hate to see them at the 12th grade prom in a helicopter. After the dance we dropped her and her friend Brittany off at Ihop to meet up with the rest of the kids. She was home by 12am Tony picked her up.
Saturday her and Marshay went to Kings Dominion for a school trip. I decided I would take Darney to Chucky Cheese so she could play around after I pressed her hair. Thomas went with us. Tony called me to see what I was doing (he had to work)I told him where I was and he said he was going to come there too. So I just so happened to be playing a water gun game with Darney near the window and when I looked out who do I see talking to some girl with bootie shorts on stilo's and a tube top on........TONY and I mean she is leaning on our truck laughing and he's grinning from ear to ear. I did not want to make a scene in front of my little one. But when Tony and his brother walked in I confronted him about it. He told me he was only telling the girl how nice she looked today and he thought she was sexy Did my husband just tell me that? I was blown and my heart was crushed. I left not even a hour later. He brought Darney home since she was still playing.
Man I was so hurt by his comment I went out to a party I was not even going to go to. I just had to get out. I was happy I did I saw this guy I used to kick it with named Manny and he was still a cutie
Nicole graduates tomorrow so I won't be at work at all tomorrow.
I talked with T this morning he sent me some pics over the weekend. I wish he didn't because he is not as cute as I remembered from the first pic and ............I am turned off by his looks he is so not my type. But the conversation and the vibe is there other wise.

I have been thinking alot about him. And we have been talking a whole lot more. He is just so sweet and I still can't believe I met him a year and some months ago on Blackpeoplemeet.com, we have never seen each other in person and only seen pics of each other and I am totally smitten by him and him I. Wild. We plan to meet sometime in July if I can get Shawn to ride with me to Hampton, VA

My daughter's dance is tonight 8th grade and Tony took her out last night to get her nails done, shoes and a matchin gnecklace and earring set. She is so excited. I leave work on time today so I can get there and do her hair and light eyeshadow

Nothing much to say today

Hey Blogstream family
I am back and boy did I have a ball in Myrtle Beach.
Tony ended up giving me $240.00 on top of the $140 I already had and I really did not spend any money at all
The guys were so hot down there. I wish you guys could have seen the guys on those supped up motorcycles no shirts on and bodies like whoa and oh yeah some of the chicks should have worn armour suits over their bathing suits if that what you call them. there was ass cheeks hanging out for days. Girls who weighed every bit of 300lbs in two pieces. The guys loved it and took pictures of every thing (female) walking and they were video taping too. I know I will been seen all over the world on the internet some where with my face on some big bootie bitch (lol) but I loved the flirting so I posed for any picture for anybody who asked. I felt like a celeb.
We went to 3 parties while there and at one of them. This bike club has it every year at this big 9 bedroom mansion...........I was buck wild my girfriend Angel and I had 6 shots of Jose Guverro and he had a sistah off the chain. I was dancing in a circle with people watching me while they shouted "Go Jade, Go Jade". and then I was told because I was so wasted I had no idea I behaved like this. I ran up to 3 different guys during this song that has lyrics something about "Don't you wanna ride this pony pony come and ride the pony". I jumped in the guys arms and started swinging my arms in the air as if I had a lasso with my legs locked around his waste basicly riding him. They claim I rode 3 guys that night who me?
I met this guy named D and we went riding on his bike for a while he took me to Alantic Beach and we found a quite spot and got pretty naughty nothing to bad (well shit I'm married everything is bad) we made out kissing, touching and stuff but no sex. At least not with him. I also met this girl named Tray and we talked and drank while sitting outside the hotel room. I invited her in while I made another drink for us (the hotel rooms had kitchenetts in them) and she sat on the bed and took her shirt off. Now I am pretty shy about this and have never come on to a women. They always come on to me so I just play it off like that was some normal shit and hand her the glass. She grabs my arm and starts kissing me .........my clothes were off before I knew it and she had her face inbetween my legs Oh my goodness it felt so damn good 2 hours later we showered and went back to the outdoor party in front of the hotel like nothing happened. I wanted to get or give her my number since she is from maryland but left it up to her and guess what? ............She never asked or gave me hers oh well. I now have a new image when playing with my bullet

We got a puppy her name is grace she is a 9 week old rottweiler and oh so cute. We've had her for 2 weeks now and the kids are not scared of her.

This past Monday I had to have a colonoscopy because of my bleeding hemorroids. Everything is fine no cancer, polyps or anything to be alarmed about. I was happy to hear that

My daughter Necole has her 8th grade graduation on Tuesday. Her dance is this Friday (tomorrow) and she is so excited. She has a date his name is William.

Shawn left for Miami today with a few of her female friends. I hope she has a nice time. even though I wish I was there too