I worked the partime job last night and was home by 9pm and then crystal called and asked me to pick her up from the hospital. I was like okay but then I was thinking where is your husband. But I just went and got her it was about a 20min drive and she lives like 4 min from me. Man she looked so bad she has high blood pressure and she keeps getting pneumonia and they have to do surgery to look in her lungs and stuff. I feel so bad for her so on our way home she says Her husband is at home drunk and stuff I mean I can't even begin to discuss the bullshit he has done to her and the kids. All I can say is he is a acholic and very verbal and physicaly abusive. it makes me sad to think of all she has in endure. She has chosen to stay so I no longer make suggestions I just lend my ear for listening.

I got home about 10pm and ate some pizza not a good idea since I am dieting and then went to bed. I had a glass of wine as well. I slept good but woke up tired. I wish I would have excercised before I went to bed.

Shawn is about to be fired from our part time job already. She has missed 2 days already and she knows we just started. But I need some money bad and she must not. The manager called me yesterday and told me to put a bug in here ear.
Tony grilled out last night and the food was ready by the time I got home the food was the bomb. He did 16 min of aerobics with me last night.
It was Darney's Birthday yesterday and we did a puzzle with her she can put the together so well. We also got her a couple gifts and she opened them up. Her party is this Saturday.
Not much to talk about this time.

I woke up this morning feeling so gassy (how ever you spell it) my stomach was bloated and it hurt like hell. I took 3 tums and burped a few times but I still feel gassy and my stomach went down a little. I wonder what would cause that when I just got out of bed.
I went to my part time job last night and this one girl was there who I guess was out all last week when I started. Boy she talked sooooo muuch I was happy when it was her turn to work the stage and when she took off her clothes ..............my gosh her body was tore up it looked like she had surgery or something her stomach was scarred up aand she had no shame in her game I was like DAMN I could do that. She made pretty good money last night. I was checking her out and the guys who were tipping her seemed to not mind. I made a few good tips myself it's my winning smile and sweet charm that gets them everytime.
I got home at a pretty good time 11pm watched the news with Tony and went to bed.
Today is Darney's Birthday she is 7 and we took Cupcakes to her aftercare. She is having a princess party this Saturday.
One of my girlfriends Cee Cee wants me and a few of my other girlfriends to come to her house this Saturday at 12pm to talk about this Myrtle Beach trip. She knows I have my walking group this Saturday and my daughters Birthday party. I know I am the one who helped her plan this trip but Damn she acts like everything is an emergency and is getting on my last nerve how do you end a friendship? It's been a long time coming and I don't wnat to just not talk to her anymore and take the sucker way out. But I have talked to her over and over about her back stabbing ways, her negativity and her just don't give a fuck attitude towards others and it is taking a toll on our friendship. It has always been her way or no way and I am sick of it. it's 3 of our other friends who feel the way I do and where just sick of talking to her about it. I want to be done with her once and for all. Maybe after the trip I'll sit down and tell her just that "I think we have out grown each other I love you but I think we should move in seperate directions". or something like that.
Tony and I made love again last night.

Friday after work I hung out with the a few of my co-workers we have a birthday club and we went to a mexican resturant to celebrates Francis's Birthday. The food was the bomb even thought Mexican food is my favorite.

Saturday I did not work at dance class and I can't wait until it is over. I got together with a few of my girlfriends to go shopping for Mrytle Beach. We had a nice time. Tony hung out with Alvarez they went to watch the fight.

Sunday Tony and I made love twice and boy was it good.We are bag to normal now no more fussing just lovey dovey he always says a little love making changes his whole attitude. We watched movies, took the kids to watch the airplanes take off and then to McDonalds for dinner.

I just got paid today and I'm already broke let me give you a little history.
I have always handled the bills and when wehn moved into the house it was decided I would handle the money as well. We get paid on opposite weeks. So that's 4 checks a month Tony makes way more money then me his 6 figures to my 5 I was able to get some of his money as my extras. Well he started asking me about the bills how come we had a balance on this and how come I was transferring money from the joint acct to mine. I was pissed here I am all the bills are paid and he still had extra money what was the big deal. I got pissed and decided I would not handle the bills anymore and haven't in 2 months. I secretly want something to get cut off since he is handling them since that shit has never happened while I was doing them.
Anyway I called him a while ago and asked him which bill I needed to pay and he said "The ins house/car I was going to pay it but I had to pay the plumber last night".
that bill is like $310 and after that I only have 200 hundred and something dollars left ...........oh I forgot the aftercare which is 100.00 and then the kids allowance oh well lets just say I'm broke. I told Tony this and he said nothing. I know he has money and he could have helped me out but he didn't aaaarrrrggggghhhh

This is where I did it again as soon as I got off the phone with him I called BIG a payday loan place and took out a 225.00 loan. I just told mu counslor I would not take out another one and look what I went and did I feel better thought shit I am no longer broke for now any ways I have 225.00. I won't tell Tony he will be pissed. SO I will just act as if nothing happened ..........like I am still broke and make sure I get money from him to put gas in my car, get back and forth to work and to go shopping for my Myrtle Beach trip.

That is just the thing I hate doing that. How come he can't just let me handle the bills and stuff again then everything will be gravy

Ruby came and now I won't have to worry about her while at Myrtle Beach. I keep thinking about me and Crazzy Dogg getting real close while were down there not having sex but messing around. I know, I know ...............................That's what makes me a very naughty wifey