I placed a flirty type ad on Craigs list and did it in my area at that. I ended up getting like 200 e-mails from guys and girls. Now the girls that was cool but the guys my god. Tony started acting like an ass since Tuesday and I'm beginning to think he found out about the e-mails ...........like maybe one of the guys I sent pics to knows someone that knows Tony and it got back to him.
I mean last night he didn't even sleep in the bed with me and when I was talking to him ..............you know asking him what was wrong why he was doing me like that he was ignoring me and then turned his back towards me while he was on the couch. But this morning he spoke to me even though it was just to say good morning and then he called twice to make sure I made it to work. It has to be something to do with me and another man............... How could I be so stupid I should have chose a different state not my freakin own.
I have not heard from T either I think that shit has blown over and maybe he's not going to call me until I'm supossed to be back from visiting him in VA ......maybe Shawn is right and he is scared to meet me.
Shawn is still with Brian she is calling him her husband now
I miss Tony and could use a big bear hug from him right now.
I hope things are better once I get to the crib.
I have to take the girls to get their hair done first day of school is Monday and then go fing some uniform shirts.